I don't think I have expressed how much I love my family. You are the rock that holds me grounded. The past few days, I have realized what a good friend looks like, and who is really there to help me. You are few and far between. I don't know what I would do without y'all. My life has been filled with craziness and hasn't ended up where I thought I was going to be. I thought I would be finishing up my second year in my Radiology degree right now. Thought I would have a nice house, and car and money saved up to pay my loans. But I have none of that. And some of that is my fault, others were out of my control. And I know that I have a long way to go before I get there. But throughout it all, the real people in my life have been there. I don't know what my life would be without you.
I don;t know if I tell y'all enough, but I do love you. And I know that things get hard with me, and I'm not always there and not always the most supportive, but I do want to be there. I know I get wrapped up in Alzheimer's stuff, my suicide prevention stuff, my weight loss stuff and more... but you are always there for me. When I need you, I can call you at three in the morning and you answer. Just know that I appreciate all that you do. And for those of you who are just my bloggers, I love you for reading this. Everytime I log in and see more page views, my heart swells. I love each and every one of you, and I may not know your names but I do.
Thank you for supporting me and pushing me through the hard times in my life. I owe so much to so many people who I will never be able to repay. Thank you, from the deepest part of my heart. I really love you.
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