Tuesday, March 4, 2014

A Pink Bump

A month later and quite a bit bigger, we are already in March!  I can't believe that I am 6 months along! My belly feels like it could be a load or jumping jacks, not a small child inside.  She is always moving and sometimes, in the worse ways possible.  She seems to pick the most inopportune time to find the worst possible position resulting in the most pain (but isn't that what kids are for?).  Work is getting harder and harder for me to continue.  Have you ever tried to take care of others while also taking care of a tiny little person inside of you?  It can be exhausting.

I have finally tried a new bra.  Call me crazy but the girls got out of control. So I finally took the advice of a fellow mom and got a nursing bra by Medela from the store and I am never going back!  It is easily the most comfortable bra I have ever worn in my life.
It is called the Medela Ultra-Stretch Nursing Bra.  It took me awhile to find it, but the Babies R Us had a huge selection of different kinds too.  I trusted the Medela brand and am more than happy that I did. They also have a nursing tank top that I plan on purchasing, if it is half as comfortable as this bra it will be completely worth the money.  

I have also gotten something for tummy support while I am at work. Believe it or not it is completely comfortable.  It was definitely daunting to put on the first time, with all the strap A to point B directions, but it not only supports my bump- but it also relieves the stress from my back.  It also seems to help my posture and thus makes my feet hurt less at the end of a shift.  I would definitely recommend to anyone who spends long shifts on their feet while pushing into their third trimester.  I went with a Babies R Us belly support.  I needed something a little more than a simple band.  Definitely worth it as well.  

I did have a little fun moment, by that I mean I figured something out for the little one.  I set up an email account for my little one.  I have been sending her emails almost everyday.  Pictures and just little somethings for her to have to mark the entire journey.  I plan on sending her pictures and stories and everything throughout her entire life, and for her 18th birthday I will give her the password and she can have a time capsule of her entire life, even the parts she wasn't quite here for yet.  

Hopefully I can keep up with it.  I am clearly not the best at things like this.  But I hope I can for her.

   
I had to share this darling picture from the shoot. I might let y'all see more soon, but I definitely love how this picture came out.  Any questions or suggestions for me, please let me know!  I would love to talk about things you guys would actually want to read about!

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

New Chapter?

Today is the first day the boyfriend is away.  I never thought it would be so hard to do long distance. And maybe its only because we were together everyday for a year and now going through 6 months of a pregnancy everyday together and now he is 2 hours away.  Being 2 hours away from the man who is your other half... I am not sure how military spouses do it.  I guess having 6 months of the pregnancy with him is lucky, I could have been without him for the entire thing... Gah!

Has anyone else seen adorable nurseries?  I can't control myself! Maybe it's because I am only 3 months away from holding my little one, and all I can think about is making a nursery fit enough for her to come home to.  Is this that nesting thing that some women talk about?  That I need to make this place for her perfect so she just fits right into her little home... I just want to make her a cute little jungle nursery.  With baby tigers and baby elephants.  Or a giant tree, with branches and vines and just full of cute little baby animals.  And no ducks.  I hate baby ducks. Call me strange, but for some reason I can't stand stupid baby ducks.


My newest complaint is when people question how far along you are.  When a doctor, a medical professional tells you that you are 6 months along, why would family repeatedly tell you that you aren't 6 months.  I mean even mathematically speaking, 26 divided by 4 does equal 6 with a remainder right? Just thought that a doctor might know what they were talking about.  At least that is what we pay them for right?


I'll stop my rambling since this post truly had no organization... but like always love y'all!



Thursday, January 2, 2014

Fuel, Bugs, and a Jawbone?

Omgosh, I am horrible, I know.  I haven't blogged since last year, hahaha I have been waiting to say that one.  First off, happy holidays and I hope everyone is doing well!

As some of you may know, I used to be a avid runner and fitness freak (part of that is still true, just hard to do while pregnant).  So as you can guess, when the Nike Fuelband came out, I had it pre-ordered and showed up at the Nike store in Chicago and waited for the debut.  I was beyond excited, as it was the first wearable that was practical (and didn't require you to sell your first born to acquire one).  Yes, prior to the Fuelband, the Body Bug was the greatest invention ever, premiering on Biggest Loser.  The Body Bug was a band you put around your arm that tracked your temperature, your movements and could calculate the calories burnt, steps taken, activity levels, and sleep quality. On your personal profile, you would enter the amount and what kind of food you had eaten that day, and it would project the time it would take you to lose the weight your wanted.  It seemed like it was the best thing that could have ever came out for the fitness world, especially with its backing with The Biggest Loser.  It was even ahead of it's time with its capability to sync via Bluetooth to your smartphone to record the data.  The only downside was, you had to have a subscription to use their data.  On top of the expensive unit price, the fact you had to buy a membership was an added expense people just weren't ready to splurge on.  Everyone was just floored at what it could do, that is until Nike had to show them up.

The Body Bug, a very simple design. 

BASICS: The Fuleband came out, and the buzz was incredible.  Already having coined technology that could track your work outs with the Nike+ technology in the shoes, Nike took the concept to a new level.  With its sleek bracelet design that kept it extremely lightweight, you nearly forgot it was there while wearing it.  The bracelet is made with a rubber like material that is easily cleaned.  The band tracks your daily activity in NikeFuel, calories, steps, and of course displays the time.  I love the concept of the Nike Fuel because it removes the focus on how many calories you burned, and zeros in on the activity you do in a day.  This was an added bonus for those who just wanted to be healthier in general. It also sync wirelessly to your Iphone, sorry Androids!  You can also set a goal for your earned Nike Fuel that helps motivate you.  Who wants to not reach that goal?  The social feature is also an amazing motivational tool. You combat with your friends to see who has the most fuel.  You can also play "tag" which puts whoever has the least amount of fuel for that day as "it" and the rest try to "run away" with their fuel points.  

Other specs include being water-resistant, connecting through a USB 4.0, and coming in three different sizes.  You can find sizing on the Nike website, or go to a Nike store to find the right size.  However your Fuelband does come with to connectors which make the band larger, so if a medium is too big, the small with a connector might be better for you.  Unlike when I bought mine, they have since made them in multiple colors and are made of better, longer lasting materials.  

MY EXPERIENCE: I absolutely LOVED my Nike Fuelband!  I wore it almost everyday (not very fashionable to wear with a formal dress to a wedding) and it never gave me any problems.  I am allergic to nickel and never had a single problem with the metal around the connection.  The syncing was flawless, though some people do have problems with theirs.  I found the display very stunning and fun too.  I did shower with it, but never swam with it as I was afraid to break it.  While my Fuelband definitely shows it age, the material never scratched or gauged.  I got so many compliments on it as well!  Since it did also double as a watch, it was practical to wear to work and I did not have to double up on arm accessories.  The battery life was incredible, I could go about a week with multiple syncs per day before I needed to charge this band.  However, after two years of loyalty (haha, that was a joke) the button broke, resulting in losing the ability to switch through the displays, sync, or even see the time. However, it still works as I can still plug into the computer and sync this way.  A little less convenient, but not a loss completely (and after two years of abuse, I am surprised it lasted this long!  

The Fuelbands in the original 3 colors.


However, I thought I would try out a different wearable and bought the Jawbone UP at the end of November for a early Christmas present to myself.   

BASICS: Jawbone, a company know for its Bluetooth speakers finally emerged into the wearables market with the UP.  However, they crashed and burned with too many problems and were quickly taken off the market.  Their bands couldn't withstand the sweat and showers as the Fuleband could (and that they said they could).  The water and soap and sweat would seep into the band and ruin the technology, rendering the band an expensive rubber bracelet.  They reemerged with the UP again, this time with confidence their product wouldn't suffer the same problems.  Made of the same rubber material as the Fuelband, the embedded chip monitors your motion, sleep, idle time, and steps.  While it won't track non moving activities like cycling, you can manually log those onto the Iphone and Android friendly app.  You can also log what you have eaten and it will preform the same functions as the Body Bug would.  Some added feature that are pretty cool, the idle alert will vibrate the band if you have been sitting for too long (customizable) as well as smart alarm that will wake you (within 30 minutes of your alarm time) at the most optimal point in your sleep cycle.  

Unlike the Fuelband, there is only a small light near the button that will like a sun while you are awake and a moon while you sleep.  No watch function here!  Also, for a company that is known for Bluetooth, you must uncap the microphone jack on the end of the band and plug into the microphone port in your phone to sync, no wireless.  Plus, the cap is very small.  

MY EXPERIENCE: I absolutely hate my UP.  I know, those are very strong words.  However, I felt the UP was just too rushed in manufacturing.  The fact that it comes from a company who is known for Bluetooth capabilities, yet can not wireless sync is absurd.  Jawbone made a statement about this notion, stating the obvious solution (making it able to wireless sync) is too complicated and requires components that are too big for a wristband.  Yet Nike was able to do it... I found the app was not user friendly.  The app also is supposed to give "insights" into what you log, yet I was never given anything useful as an insight.  More general things like, "Don't forget you need 8 glasses of water a day!" Maybe I just didn't give it a chance, or was biased because of my amazing experience with Nike.  The UP prides itself on a 10 day battery, however it was more like 10 syncs.  Within one week, I had to charge the band four times.  I may not have a Masters in Math but I know something isn't adding up here.  I was already upset with this product, then within one month of using it, it would not sync to my device. I had to reset my band a lost all progress I had made within that month.  Not durable at all. Also, recently Jawbone has released a new UP called the UP24 which can wireless sync to your smartphone vie Bluetooth.  The price is much more however.   

The UP bands many colors. 

Since I own both, and both still sync I have decided to compare the two.  I am going to wear both for about a month, each week I will post how the progress is and any other flaws I find.  It would be interesting to see if the calories are accurate as well as the steps.  Hopefully, this helped a few to decide, or maybe you will wait and see which works better.  All in all, I personally can't wait to see how they match up to each other.  

Don't forget also, there are more wearables than what I have mentioned!  Besides the Fuelband and UP, there are also the FitBit, Fit Bug, Striiv, and the Motoactive.  The FitBit alone has three different wearables!  All have their own perks and downfalls.  I personally, after research, picked the UP to be my next wearable (although now I think I might buy myself the rose gold Fuelband as a push present when little one arrives).  

Much love, as always :) 

 

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Makeup, Food, and Babies

I realize I haven't written on here in a long time.  So here goes nothing.... I moved from Portage to Griffith (about a 35 minute drive) to temporarily live with my dad while I wait for the apartment I want the next town over.  It brings me closer to my support system... since that is exactly what you need when you are

PREGNANT!! Yes, I am pregnant.  I am about 14 weeks along now, My due date has been pushed back to June 2nd.  I couldn't be more excited to embark on this path.  Now, I realize it won't be easy but it will be so worth it!  I'm trading in my baby (my eclipse) for a better suitable car for a child.  Probably a Toyota Corolla since they get great test crash ratings and great gas mileage.  Still driving about a half hour to 45 minutes to work for now but hopefully after baby is here I can switch jobs to something closer to home.

So big changes coming my way haha
-new car
-new place to live
-new ob/gyn

Obviously there is more but that is all I can think of now.  My brain has been running on hyper speed ever since I found out I was pregnant.  But! I have found a few things that I wanted to share with y'all!

I went out and bought the Naked pallet and absolutely love it! Since my old go to pallet had similar shades in it, I already have a go to way to do my make up.  But while perusing for a new way with my new pallet I found this gem and wanted to share it with you!  I tried it out today and just can't get over how much I love it!


I also will be making stuffed mushrooms just because I want to.  I found an awesome recipe, and can't wait to try it out.  Most people use cream cheese and onions and some even use bread crumbs.  However this recipe uses breakfast sausage and it just sounds delectable! You can find the recipe right here and trust me it is worth it!


Tell me these aren't just little gems! And since I love giving my readers little gifts, I have one more thing for y'all!  I have been having serious problems with my boobs since I got pregnant.  However I have found this little mixture that has been just wonderful to them (and helps with stretch marks too!). Since it is all natural, you can use it while breastfeeding.  It is very easy to make and is also cheap! How great is that, easy and cheap! 

It is made out of 2 parts coconut oil, 2 parts shea butter, and 1 part shredded beeswax.  You want to melt the coconut oil over medium heat in a sauce pan.  Then you add the shea butter until that melts completely, stir to mix it together.  Then add the beeswax until this melts.  The beeswax takes the longest to melt so have some patience.  Stir it very well and pour into your jar of choice to keep it in. Allow it to set for about 24 hours.  Then presto! Breastfeeding Boobie Balm cheaper than you can buy in the store! 

Alright, much love y'all and I will let you know how the mushrooms turn out and hopefully have more baby things for you too! 
 

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Sometimes We Vent...

I know this isn't medical but I need to vent a little.  First off, I am sunburned like no other... and it sucks.  I went to my sister's soccer game, and well she lost. But it was nice to actually get to see her play. Plus, she sang the National Anthem and let's just say she is amazing at singing.  You can see it here. 

Y'all thought I was kidding, didn't you?


So besides the sun burn, my brand new car is now broken.  Some how the battery is already dead and if I find out its the alternator I'm going to flip shit.  This is not what I wanted to vent about today....

I didn't know that I needed a new asshole.  But, apparently one of my residents family members thought that I did.  Now, this woman is on a lot of oxygen and normally stays on her room condensers.  Not sure if y'all know anything about oxygen but the portables begin to evaporate the second you are done filling them.  Thus, if you fill a portable one day, 24 hours later it will be empty without even using it.  Now that I have explained this, I can tell you that her family member comes and visits every Saturday morning and takes her for a walk.  This is the only day she uses her portable, every other day we leave it empty.  It's a waste of oxygen which if you follow common sense is a waste on money for the facility.  So while I was getting her ready for the day, a nurse came in and let me know that her daughter called and would not be coming in today; therefore I didn't fill her portable. Apparently her daughter didn't like this because I got to hear for the next 45 minutes about how her mothers air should have been filled.  WHY WOULD I FILL IT IF YOU AREN'T USING IT???? 

Worst shift I have ever had.  Cried and chain smoked the whole way home.  That night solidified in my mind my determination to not be an aide forever.  I hate everything.
Post vent sesh and sleep edit: Okay, being a CNA isn’t so bad.  I don’t want to give anyone the wrong impression.  It is a highly rewarding job.  I feel incredibly lucky to be afforded the opportunity to interact with and care for such a diverse group of people every night.  I love feeling needed, and I love that I can be of assistance and comfort to someone whose heaviness I could never know.  I don’t know that I’ll ever feel something better than the feeling that washes over me when a patient’s face lights up at the sight of me.  It is a magic that is truly indescribable.  
However, I am still human.  I may have a problem with attaching myself to work (I dream about patients frequently and once a friend gets me going about work I find it difficult impossible to stop), and I work in a hospital. When I have not stopped moving except for brief bouts of charting, have been abused by patients who cannot be pleased no matter how hard I try, and have had the smell of every kind of offensively odorous bodily fluid there ever was residing in my nasal cavities, for 12 hours straight, I may break down.  If there are any new or potential CNAs reading this, don’t think that defines my attitude or the job in general.  Just know that, no matter how well you do with stress management, there are going to be times when you’re like: 
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Before collapsing into this state:
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But also remember that there are going to be times when you experience that magic I mentioned and you’ll be like:
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And those moments will make it all worth it :) 

Saturday, August 24, 2013

CNA, Chuck Norris Approved

Work has been kicking my butt.  I love my nursing home, but some days I think everyone has forgotten what it means to be a CNA.  I get so happy seeing my residents get well and progressing but I get so mad at my peers for some of the things they do. I feel a bit bitter today because I was helping EVERYONE on the floor today but an hour till my shift ended my hall was such a mess and no one wanted to help my residents. I was so mad. Plus alot of our patients are extensive and overweight. I’m only 145 pounds and its like fuck….do you really expect me to transfer this person alone?

There’s just so much misscomunication all around and lazy ass cnas. No matter how big your role is you are still doing patient care. I wish people would take their job seriously and compitently .
I’m just so frustrated.




So since I don't have anything long and exciting to tell y'all, I have short snippets for you. Sorry I know, a little lame. 

-On Saturday I had just arrived on shift and was doing report rounding with a co-worker. We had gone into a patients room and while I was receiving report, the patient proceeded to notify me that he was going to bite me. I stared at him for a moment (processing). He then proceeded to ask me if  I minded….

-I was changing an incontinent patient yesterday and I began to raise the bed up. I stopped and turned around to get something off the bedside table and I heard this familiar mechanical noise. I turned around to see the bed still rising with a shocked patient looking at me.I immediately begin pressing the down button which led to this weird power struggle between the bed and I. I was stuck there for few minutes waiting for someone to come down the hall and help me.
When Help arrived the conversation went like this:
Me: Watch this… *bed starts moving up by it self*
Co-worker: You got skills.
Me: Thanks, and while I’ve managed to magically make it go up I can’t seem to make it come back down. Help?
Eventually, we got the bed down. I however never raised the bed again that night. (Please, overly stressed back, forgive me)

- A resident tried to set me up with his grandson Friday. We aren't going into details about that one. 

- I watched an 105-year-old woman dance the Cupid Shuffle. Top that.

- Somebody cursed me by saying the Q word.... 

- Another CNA got bit by a resident, and then beat up by her.  Seriously, we're talking bruises and all.  Then three hours later had apple sauce thrown on her by another resident.  

- One of the nurse at work told me that I was mean. SMDH, really?? Just cause I was running around getting stuff for a new patient and your patient wanted a bath at the end of my shift and I said “No”. I had already gave baths, rounds, clean rooms, and trying to do some last minute charting. But she was on the internet, looking at her phone and running her mouth. She could have easily set the women up or tell her that night shift will clean her.

-I was getting this guy dressed the other morning and he only had one sock and I was looking everywhere for the other one and then I remembered he only had one leg.

Okay seriously I will stop lacking eventually.  But until then, enjoy this video because I love to make y'all laugh. Much love, always. 

Thursday, August 15, 2013

CNA, Certified Nasty Asshole

So today one of my resident alarm was beeping and I didn’t know that it meant that the battery needed to be changed so I just left it there. Then this 3rd shift aide came and she was like completely shitty, and let me describe it in detail. She was yelling, talking ghetto, pointing finger at me and said
"You need to change that battery before you leave here cause I ain’t dealing with 3-11 shit. You won't change it and neither will they. I’m done."
Pat.
Pat the CNA.
So you’re over 50 years old, a CNA, talks like a ghetto chick, swears like a sailor, and complains about every little thing? Oh yea, and I think you came with the building when it was built. 
I don’t usually judge people on their social status and their job but wow. Woooow. You obviously didn’t do things right when you were my age. So I can’t blame you for being the way you are. What can I say? I hate using this saying but your mother did not raise you well. I’m not sorry lady cause it’s the truth. I can’t even call you a lady cause your not one. If you think that’s attractive to act that way then you have some serious issue.
& Pat.
Pat the CNA who works 3rd shift.
If you’re saying that it’s because you’re speaking out your mind and your just saying what’s wrong. No. Just no. There are so many different way to approach the situation. The way you did it was just unacceptable.
That was humiliating and yes I get that I should’ve known that I should’ve changed the battery but in all honesty. I’m pretty sure you didn’t have the authority to do that. To tell me that I have to go track down a battery to change the battery or else I couldn't go back to my residents who need to get up for breakfast.
… What?
Yeah Pat.
Pat, only the 3rd shift CNA.
I don’t think you had that authority at all. How would you feel if I humiliated you like that? What happen if you first started working here and I was a veteran like you and acted that was towards you? If you said that you would deal with it with no problems then you have no compassion and this isn’t the job for you. With that attitude, you have the potential to create a hostile environment. Shame on you. & if all you do is complain, then you need to find yourself another job or get over it.
& when I walked down the hall to get the battery. She said it loud and clear. Way too loud for the residence who were sleeping that “I should be doing my job instead of wasting your time to read a book.” I wasn’t reading a book. I was making a list of what I should do before I go to bed. That list includes the following: apply for the nursing program at a different college, find out how much my books cost this semester, budget for a QMA class, and possibly see if I can pick up a second job in my field. .
Does that look like I’m wasting my time?
Pat.
Pat the CNA who’s completely miserable.
You will be forever remember in this post as a miserable bitch. :)
Sincerely,
The future nurse/Radiologist you looked down on.
P.S “Pat is a fucking bitch. Always has been” I didn’t say it. Someone else did. :D